The ALCHEMIST
H.P. Lovecraft
1908
High up, crowning the grassy summit of a swelling mount whose sides are wooded
near the base with the gnarled trees of the primeval forest stands the old
chateau of my ancestors. For centuries its lofty battlements have frowned down
upon the wild and rugged countryside about, serving as a home and stronghold for
the proud house whose honored line is older even than the moss-grown castle
walls. These ancient turrets, stained by the storms of generations and crumbling
under the slow yet mighty pressure of time, formed in the ages of feudalism one
of the most dreaded and formidable fortresses in all France. From its
machicolated parapets and mounted battlements Barons, Counts, and even Kings had
been defied, yet never had its spacious halls resounded to the footsteps of the
invader.
But since those glorious years, all is changed. A poverty but little above the
level of dire want, together with a pride of name that forbids its alleviation
by the pursuits of commercial life, have prevented the scions of our line from
maintaining their estates in pristine splendour; and the falling stones of the
walls, the overgrown vegetation in the parks, the dry and dusty moat, the
ill-paved courtyards, and toppling towers without, as well as the sagging
floors, the worm-eaten wainscots, and the faded tapestries within, all tell a
gloomy tale of fallen grandeur. As the ages passed, first one, then another of
the four great turrets were left to ruin, until at last but a single tower
housed the sadly reduced descendants of the once mighty lords of the estate.
It was in one of the vast and gloomy chambers of this remaining tower that I,
Antoine, last of the unhappy and accursed Counts de C-, first saw the light of
day, ninety long years ago. Within these walls and amongst the dark and shadowy
forests, the wild ravines and grottos of the hillside below, were spent the
first years of my troubled life. My parents I never knew. My father had been
killed at the age of thirty-two, a month before I was born, by the fall of a
stone somehow dislodged from one of the deserted parapets of the castle. And my
mother having died at my birth, my care and education devolved solely upon one
remaining servitor, an old and trusted man of considerable intelligence, whose
name I remember as Pierre. I was an only child and the lack of companionship
which this fact entailed upon me was augmented by the strange care exercised by
my aged guardian, in excluding me from the society of the peasant children whose
abodes were scattered here and there upon the plains that surround the base of
the hill. At that time, Pierre said that this restriction was imposed upon me
because my noble birth placed me above association with such plebeian company.
Now I know tht its real object was to keep from my ears the idle tales of the
dread curse upon our line that were nightly told and magnified by the simple
tenantry as they conversed in hushed accents in the glow of their cottage
hearths.
Thus isolated, and thrown upon my own resources, I spent the hours of my
childhood in poring over the ancient tomes that filled the shadow-haunted
library of the chateau, and in roaming without aim or purpose through the
perpetual dust of the spectral wood that clothes the side of the hill near its
foot. It was perhaps an effect of such surroundings that my mind early acquired
a shade of melancholy. Those studies and pursuits which partake of the dark and
occult in nature most strongly claimed my attention.
Of my own race I was permitted to learn singularly little, yet what small
knowledge of it I was able to gain seemed to depress me much. Perhaps it was at
first only the manifest reluctance of my old preceptor to discuss with me my
paternal ancestry that gave rise to the terror which I ever felt at the mention
of my great house, yet as I grew out of childhood, I was able. to piece together
disconnected fragments of discourse, let slip from the unwilling tongue which
had begun to falter in approaching senility, that had a sort of relation to a
certain circumstance which I had always deemed strange, but which now became
dimly terrible. The circumstance to which I allude is the early age at which all
the Counts of my line had met their end. Whilst I had hitherto considered this
but a natural attribute of a family of short-lived men, I afterward pondered
long upon these premature deaths, and began to connect them with the wanderings
of the old man, who often spoke of a curse which for centuries had prevented the
lives of the holders of my title from much exceeding the span of thirty-two
years. Upon my twenty-first birthday, the aged Pierre gave to me a family
document which he said had for many generations been handed down from father to
son, and continued by each possessor. Its contents were of the most startling
nature, and its perusal confirmed the gravest of my apprehensions. At this time,
my belief in the supernatural was firm and deep-seated, else I should have
dismissed with scorn the incredible narrative unfolded before my eyes.
The paper carried me back to the days of the thirteenth century, when the old
castle in which I sat had been a feared and impregnable fortress. It told of a
certain ancient man who had once dwelled on our estates, a person of no small
accomplishments, though little above the rank of peasant, by name, Michel,
usually designated by the surname of Mauvais, the Evil, on account of his
sinister reputation. He had studied beyond the custom of his kind, seeking such
things as the Philosopher's Stone or the Elixir of Eternal Life, and was reputed
wise in the terrible secrets of Black Magic and Alchemy. Michel Mauvais had one
son, named Charles, a youth as proficient as himself in the hidden arts, who had
therefore been called Le Sorcier, or the Wizard. This pair, shunned by all
honest folk, were suspected of the most hideous practices. Old Michel was said
to have burnt his wife alive as a sacrifice to the Devil, and the unaccountable
disappearance of many small peasant children was laid at the dreaded door of
these two. Yet through the dark natures of the father and son ran one redeeming
ray of humanity; the evil old man loved his offspring with fierce intensity,
whilst the youth had for his parent a more than filial affection.
One night the castle on the hill was thrown into the wildest confusion by the
vanishment of young Godfrey, son to Henri, the Count. A searching party, headed
by the frantic father, invaded the cottage of the sorcerers and there came upon
old Michel Mauvais, busy over a huge and violently boiling cauldron. Without
certain cause, in the ungoverned madness of fury and despair, the Count laid
hands on the aged wizard, and ere he released his murderous hold, his victim was
no more. Meanwhile, joyful servants were proclaiming the finding of young
Godfrey in a distant and unused chamber of the great edifice, telling too late
that poor Michel had been killed in vain. As the Count and his associates turned
away from the lowly abode of the alchemist, the form of Charles Le Sorcier
appeared through the trees. The excited chatter of the menials standing about
told him what had occurred, yet he seemed at first unmoved at his father's fate.
Then, slowly advancing to meet the Count, he pronounced in dull yet terrible
accents the curse that ever afterward haunted the house of C-.
`May ne'er a noble of they murd'rous line
Survive to reach a greater age than thine!'
spake he, when, suddenly leaping backwards into the black woods, he drew from
his tunic a phial of colourless liquid which he threw into the face of his
father's slayer as he disappeared behind the inky curtain of the night. The
Count died without utterance, and was buried the next day, but little more than
two and thirty years from the hour of his birth. No trace of the assassin could
be found, though relentless bands of peasants scoured the neighboring woods and
the meadowland around the hill.
Thus time and the want of a reminder dulled the memory of the curse in the minds
of the late Count's family, so that when Godfrey, innocent cause of the whole
tragedy and now bearing the title, was killed by an arrow whilst hunting at the
age of thirty-two, there were no thoughts save those of grief at his demise. But
when, years afterward, the next young Count, Robert by name, was found dead in a
nearby field of no apparent cause, the peasants told in whispers that their
seigneur had but lately passed his thirty-second birthday when surprised by
early death. Louis, son to Robert, was found drowned in the moat at the same
fateful age, and thus down through the centuries ran the ominous chronicle:
Henris, Roberts, Antoines, and Armands snatched from happy and virtuous lives
when little below the age of their unfortunate ancestor at his murder.
That I had left at most but eleven years of further existence was made certain
to me by the words which I had read. My life, previously held at small value,
now became dearer to me each day, as I delved deeper and deeper into the
mysteries of the hidden world of black magic. Isolated as I was, modern science
had produced no impression upon me, and I laboured as in the Middle Ages, as
wrapt as had been old Michel and young Charles themselves in the acquisition of
demonological and alchemical learning. Yet read as I might, in no manner could I
account for the strange curse upon my line. In unusually rational moments I
would even go so far as to seek a natural explanation, attributing the early
deaths of my ancestors to the sinister Charles Le Sorcier and his heirs; yet,
having found upon careful inquiry that there were no known descendants of the
alchemist, I would fall back to occult studies, and once more endeavor to find a
spell, that would release my house from its terrible burden. Upon one thing I
was absolutely resolved. I should never wed, for, since no other branch of my
family was in existence, I might thus end the curse with myself.
As I drew near the age of thirty, old Pierre was called to the land beyond.
Alone I buried him beneath the stones of the courtyard about which he had loved
to wander in life. Thus was I left to ponder on myself as the only human
creature within the great fortress, and in my utter solitude my mind began to
cease its vain protest against the impending doom, to become almost reconciled
to the fate which so many of my ancestors had met. Much of my time was now
occupied in the exploration of the ruined and abandoned halls and towers of the
old chateau, which in youth fear had caused me to shun, and some of which old
Pierre had once told me had not been trodden by human foot for over four
centuries. Strange and awesome were many of the objects I encountered.
Furniture, covered by the dust of ages and crumbling with the rot of long
dampness, met my eyes. Cobwebs in a profusion never before seen by me were spun
everywhere, and huge bats flapped their bony and uncanny wings on all sides of
the otherwise untenanted gloom.
Of my exact age, even down to days and hours, I kept a most careful record, for
each movement of the pendulum of the massive clock in the library told off so
much of my doomed existence. At length I approached that time which I had so
long viewed with apprehension. Since most of my ancestors had been seized some
little while before they reached the exact age of Count Henri at his end, I was
every moment on the watch for the coming of the unknown death. In what strange
form the curse should overtake me, I knew not; but I was resolved at least that
it should not find me a cowardly or a passive victim. With new vigour I applied
myself to my examination of the old chateau and its contents.
It was upon one of the longest of all my excursions of discovery in the deserted
portion of the castle, less than a week before that fatal hour which I felt must
mark the utmost limit of my stay on earth, beyond which I could have not even
the slightest hope of continuing to draw breath. that I came upon the
culminating event of my whole life. I had spent the better part of the morning
in climbing up and down half ruined staircases in one of the most dilapidated of
the ancient turrets. As the afternoon progressed, I sought the lower levels,
descending into what appeared to be either a mediaeval place of confinement, or
a more recently excavated storehouse for gunpowder. As I slowly traversed the
nitre-encrusted passageway at the foot of the last staircase, the paving became
very damp, and soon I saw by the light of my flickering torch that a blank,
water-stained wall impeded my journey. Turning to retrace my steps, my eye fell
upon a small trapdoor with a ring, which lay directly beneath my foot. Pausing,
I succeeded with difficulty in raising it, whereupon there was revealed a black
aperture, exhaling noxious fumes which caused my torch to sputter, and
disclosing in the unsteady glare the top of a flight of stone steps.
As soon as the torch which I lowered into the repellent depths burned freely and
steadily, I commenced my descent. The steps were many, and led to a narrow
stone-flagged passage which I knew must be far underground. This passage proved
of great length, and terminated in a massive oaken door, dripping with the
moisture of the place, and stoutly resisting all my attempts to open it. Ceasing
after a time my efforts in this direction, I had proceeded back some distance
toward the steps when there suddenly fell to my experience one of the most
profound and maddening shocks capable of reception by the human mind. Without
warning, I heard the heavy door behind me creak slowly open upon its rusted
hinges. My immediate sensations were incapable of analysis. To be confronted in
a place as thoroughly deserted as I had deemed the old castle with evidence of
the presence of man or spirit produced in my brain a horror of the most acute
description. When at last I turned and faced the seat of the sound, my eyes must
have started from their orbits at the sight that they beheld.
There in the ancient Gothic doorway stood a human figure. It was that of a man
clad in a skull-cap and long mediaeval tunic of dark colour. His long hair and
flowing beard were of a terrible and intense black hue, and of incredible
profusion. His forehead, high beyond the usual dimensions; his cheeks,
deep-sunken and heavily lined with wrinkles; and his hands, long, claw-like, and
gnarled, were of such a deadly marble-like whiteness as I have never elsewhere
seen in man. His figure, lean to the proportions of a skeleton, was strangely
bent and almost lost within the voluminous folds of his peculiar garment. But
strangest of all were his eyes, twin caves of abysmal blackness, profound in
expression of understanding, yet inhuman in degree of wickedness. These were now
fixed upon me, piercing my soul with their hatred, and rooting me to the spot
whereon I stood.
At last the figure spoke in a rumbling voice that chilled me through with its
dull hollowness and latent malevolence. The language in which the discourse was
clothed was that debased form of Latin in use amongst the more learned men of
the Middle Ages, and made familiar to me by my prolonged researches into the
works of the old alchemists and demonologists. The apparition spoke of the curse
which had hovered over my house, told me of my coming end, dwelt on the wrong
perpetrated by my ancestor against old Michel Mauvais, and gloated over the
revenge of Charles Le Sorcier. He told how young Charles has escaped into the
night, returning in after years to kill Godfrey the heir with an arrow just as
he approached the age which had been his father's at his assassination; how he
had secretly returned to the estate and established himself, unknown, in the
even then deserted subterranean chamber whose doorway now framed the hideous
narrator, how he had seized Robert, son of Godfrey, in a field, forced poison
down his throat, and left him to die at the age of thirty-two, thus maintaing
the foul provisions of his vengeful curse. At this point I was left to imagine
the solution of the greatest mystery of all, how the curse had been fulfilled
since that time when Charles Le Sorcier must in the course of nature have died,
for the man digressed into an account of the deep alchemical studies of the two
wizards, father and son, speaking most particularly of the researches of Charles
Le Sorcier concerning the elixir which should grant to him who partook of it
eternal life and youth.
His enthusiasm had seemed for the moment to remove from his terrible eyes the
black malevolence that had first so haunted me, but suddenly the fiendish glare
returned and, with a shocking sound like the hissing of a serpent, the stranger
raised a glass phial with the evident intent of ending my life as had Charles Le
Sorcier, six hundred years before, ended that of my ancestor. Prompted by some
preserving instinct of self-defense, I broke through the spell that had hitherto
held me immovable, and flung my now dying torch at the creature who menaced my
existence. I heard the phial break harmlessly against the stones of the passage
as the tunic of the strange man caught fire and lit the horrid scene with a
ghastly radiance. The shriek of fright and impotent malice emitted by the
would-be assassin proved too much for my already shaken nerves, and I fell prone
upon the slimy floor in a total faint.
When at last my senses returned, all was frightfully dark, and my mind,
remembering what had occurred, shrank from the idea of beholding any more; yet
curiosity over-mastered all. Who, I asked myself, was this man of evil, and how
came he within the castle walls? Why should he seek to avenge the death of
Michel Mauvais, and how bad the curse been carried on through all the long
centuries since the time of Charles Le Sorcier? The dread of years was lifted
from my shoulder, for I knew that he whom I had felled was the source of all my
danger from the curse; and now that I was free, I burned with the desire to
learn more of the sinister thing which had haunted my line for centuries, and
made of my own youth one long-continued nightmare. Determined upon further
exploration, I felt in my pockets for flint and steel, and lit the unused torch
which I had with me.
First of all, new light revealed the distorted and blackened form of the
mysterious stranger. The hideous eyes were now closed. Disliking the sight, I
turned away and entered the chamber beyond the Gothic door. Here I found what
seemed much like an alchemist's laboratory. In one corner was an immense pile of
shining yellow metal that sparkled gorgeously in the light of the torch. It may
have been gold, but I did not pause to examine it, for I was strangely affected
by that which I had undergone. At the farther end of the apartment was an
opening leading out into one of the many wild ravines of the dark hillside
forest. Filled with wonder, yet now realizing how the man had obtained access to
the chauteau, I proceeded to return. I had intended to pass by the remains of
the stranger with averted face but, as I approached the body, I seemed to hear
emanating from it a faint sound,. as though life were not yet wholly extinct.
Aghast, I turned to examine the charred and shrivelled figure on the floor.
Then all at once the horrible eyes, blacker even than the seared face in which
they were set, opened wide with an expression which I was unable to interpret.
The cracked lips tried to frame words which I could not well understand. Once I
caught the name of Charles Le Sorcier, and again I fancied that the words
`years' and `curse' issued from the twisted mouth. Still I was at a loss to
gather the purport of his disconnnected speech. At my evident ignorance of his
meaning, the pitchy eyes once more flashed malevolently at me, until, helpless
as I saw my opponent to be, I trembled as I watched him.
Suddenly the wretch, animated with his last burst of strength, raised his
piteous head from the damp and sunken pavement. Then, as I remained, paralyzed
with fear, he found his voice and in his dying breath screamed forth those words
which have ever afterward haunted my days and nights. `Fool!' he shrieked, `Can
you not guess my secret? Have you no brain whereby you may recognize the will
which has through six long centuries fulfilled the dreadful curse upon the
house? Have I not told you of the great elixir of eternal life? Know you not how
the secret of Alchemy was solved? I tell you, it is I! I! I! that have lived for
six hundred years to maintain my revenge, for I am Charles Le Sorcier!'